Post by CHARLIE LYNN VARIA on Jun 9, 2013 19:48:10 GMT -5
n a m e ---[/color] Charlie Lynn Varia
n i c k n a m e ’ s ---[/color] Charles, Lynn
d a t e o f b i r t h ---[/color] 21, June 12th
s e x u a l o r i e n t a t i o n ---[/color] Bisexual
m e m b e r g r o u p ---[/color] Resident[/blockquote]
p l a y b y ---[/color] Cora Keegan
b a s i c ---[/color]
I have short blonde hair and big round hazel eyes. I'm pale and as soft as a peach(I bruise easily.)I'm short about 5'7 and very tiny. I don't really have a style, I wear what I want and it changes a lot. I have my ears pierced, my cartilage, belly button and tongue. I have a tattoo of my zodiac sign (Gemini) behind my right ear and a large sublime like sun on my back. No birth marks. A series of scars on my inner thighs from self harm.[/blockquote]
l i k e s ---[/color]
o Tattoos, Coffee, Cigarettes, Weed, Music, Cats, Night time, Dancing, The color green, Laughing, Smiling, Sex, Fuzzy things, Fire, Forests, Lollipops, Hats, Space, Reading, Singing, Cars.
s t r e n g t h s ---[/color]
o Extremely patient and understanding in almost any situation. Intelligent, I love to learn new things and I'm very intellectual. Artistic, I can draw like a maniac.
d i s l i k e s ---[/color]
o Females, Clowns, Crowds, Birds, Rodents, Soda, Water, Chocolate, Arrogance, Ignorance, Oppression, Television, The radio, Walking, Filth, The color Pink, Emotions, Liars, Crawling insects, Make-up.
w e a k n e s s e s ---[/color]
o Extremely insecure, I hate my body and my face. Shy and timid, I don't have friends and I don't tell people about myself, I find myself to be socially awkward. Addiction, I can't be around certain drugs or I will indulge in them and become who I used to be.
w a n t s ---[/color] Own my own Tattoo and piercing shop.
f e a r s ---[/color] Relapsing and having my parents find me and bring me down again.
p e r s o n a l i t y ---[/color]
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-Shy, I don't like to associate with people unless its business, I feel like I can trust nobody so I try to distance myself. Also the fact that I think I look like monster doesn't help my confidence when meeting somebody new.
-Loving, when I do let somebody in, I will love them with all my heart and protect them. I'm a hopeless romantic and extremely sweet in relationships.
-Witty, I am my own best friend. I make my self laugh constantly and think a lot of serious things are funny. I mean why take things so serious? Life is short.
-Intelligent, I read a lot and self educate my self. I feel like school never taught me what I needed to know so I learned a lot on my own. I like to look at all perspectives of a situation and make logical decisions. I can answer almost anything you ask me, common sense or book smarts.
-Insecure, I feel like I am very unattractive. I don't wear make-up though, because I feel like it just enhances it. I feel like I'm over weight (even though I'm told I'm not) and will do anything not to gain any.
f a m i l y ---[/color]
Plum- my beautiful white kitty
h i s t o r y ---[/color]
I was born in Las Vegas to a drunk mother and a father who was never there due to his own addiction. I had to raise myself and I didn't do the best job. I got into the wrong crowd to survive and got into drugs I never should have. My mother was pregnant when I was 14 and had a miscarriage since she couldn't give up the alcohol. When my dad was home he would hit my mom and yell and in his mind I was just a wall flower. My mom blamed me for him abusing her, so she would abuse me and call me names, tell me I was a ugly mistake in her life. It was like a cycle of abuse in my house, which led me to start harming myself and developing insecurities.[/blockquote]
I met my first love when I was 17 and moved out of my parents home. His name was Damon and he was the best person in my life. He got me out of my abusive environment and encouraged me to get an education through school and self education. The down side was not only were we addicted to each others love but opiates. We sold them, used them, talked about them.. fought about them. It was horrible. Damon over dosed one night and I fled. I packed all the money and valuables I could find and left the city.
I ended up in Colorado, in my little one bedroom apartment with Plum. Fully detoxed off of the opiates and my head on my shoulders. I live a low profile life now, working at a Tattoo parlor, looking for another job to get a nicer place and maybe another cat.
[/color] Eva
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y o u r a g e ---[/color] 19
c o n t a c t ---[/color] PM
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